It was my first  teen-y big mandatory first crush when I was 16. I still don’t know whether it  was a ‘crush’ because now me being 21 passing I still miss him everyday. So my Mechanics lecturer was my first crush…please don’t judge me 😦  He’s just a fair guy in his mid 40s and had a really attractive smile. He’s the most lauded, demanded, fearful lecturer in the whole college. But I had this strong attraction towards him . Inspite of all this I never even tired to talk to him or communicate with him in anyway.

One day I came to know he’s this guy who founded an NGO and is kind of famous in the city and the busiest person in the college. I had this false shyness or hesitation to approach a teacher to ask for anything I donno to the teachers ‘coz I was one of the college toppers. One day I had to go to this big crush’s room to clarify a thing which he was teaching in the class and I was surprised to hear my name from his mouth without any introduction and just fell in love with the way he answered with that lovely smile intentionally or unintentionally patting my back.

Destiny never stopped tricking me when my dad himself dropped me at his place when we came to his place and it was too hot outside but dad had some work in the city. This was when the crush thing shooted up rapidly. He was sleeping in his bedroom, it was really cold and I went to wake him up. At his place that day there was a rapid change in things, rush of feelings and some exchange of love ❤